My aim was true. Yours however, was not.

My declaration to spread my wings,
To get what I , for so long, deserve,
To be 'free from the burden of extending my hand to my man's that don't deserve it':

I no longer give a flying fuck about you because frankly, I no longer respect you.

That's really sad. A damn shame. You've no shame. You disregard the appreciation I give you. You confuse shit with chocolate. I gave you love from the heart, unlike the people surrounding you. It's ridiculous how a person goes from being the reason to stay, to being a major part of the reason to leave. Guess that's just how the cookie crumbles. How I crumble. With you I never was able to have my cake and eat it too. Dang.

Never show weakness, tell 'em no secrets.

-kan

so hold tight, hold tight. baby, hold tight.

yellow everyone!
i've been listening to a lot of old school rock lately, and i am lovin' it, every bits to pieces. yay for music. seriously. thank you, Big Man. i highly recommend, elvis costello. that's some shit right there. it's almost 3 fucking o'clock in the am and i'm still awake, why? i dunno. but i hate it. i wanna sleep, wanna wanna. life's been alright. i've finally learned to let go of your sorry ass. i'm learning to spread my wings and shit. doing me, and not you. it's greaaat. i was a pretty dumb fuck for not having realized this sooner. but better now then never.

but i seriously need to work on my spiritual life.


-kan